{"id":347,"date":"2011-03-12T15:07:11","date_gmt":"2011-03-12T22:07:11","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/manga.megchan.com\/blog\/?p=347"},"modified":"2022-02-27T21:36:10","modified_gmt":"2022-02-28T04:36:10","slug":"human-pain-02-doujinshi-translation","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/manga.megchan.com\/blog\/?p=347","title":{"rendered":"Human Pain 02 (doujinshi) [translation]"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I have done a ton of script translations over the years (mainly for doujinshi), but this is the first one I&#8217;ve had permission from the person I translated it for to repost on my site (most people want to use them for their own scanlations and don&#8217;t want the translations posted elsewhere, which is fine by me). Right now it&#8217;s in a lonely category of its own, but it may eventually be joined by more doujinshi translations, and I&#8217;m also working on doing translations for a manga that I don&#8217;t have time to scanlate.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium\" src=\"https:\/\/manga.megchan.com\/translations\/human02.jpg\" width=\"150\" height=\"213\" \/><\/p>\n<p><b>Title:<\/b> Human Pain 02<br \/>\n<b>Circle:<\/b> Satsuki Yui (Hakai Noise\/Sky Prism)<br \/>\n<b>Fandom:<\/b> Fullmetal Alchemist<br \/>\n<b>Pairing:<\/b> Roy\/Riza<\/p>\n<p><!--more--><br \/>\n<strong>Human Pain 02<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>1.<\/p>\n<p>Your shoulders swayed<\/p>\n<p>as you quickly walked away.<\/p>\n<p>Your fingers trembled slightly as you desperately fiddled with your gun.<\/p>\n<p>But you&#8217;ve already long since reloaded.<\/p>\n<p>I regretted looking back.<\/p>\n<p>2.<\/p>\n<p>I realized everything<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;d pretended not to notice.<\/p>\n<p>3.<\/p>\n<p>Strength<\/p>\n<p>and weakness<\/p>\n<p>support your lone back.<\/p>\n<p>I can&#8217;t do anything.<\/p>\n<p>I cannot do anything.<\/p>\n<p>So what is still left here?<\/p>\n<p>4.<\/p>\n<p>Hughes: Hey, Roy. You&#8217;re late.<\/p>\n<p>Roy: &#8230;Sorry. I got held up.<\/p>\n<p>*rustle*<\/p>\n<p>Hughes: Here&#8217;s today&#8217;s roster. Take a look at it.<\/p>\n<p>Roy: Sure.<\/p>\n<p>Hughes: She<br \/>\nworked so hard to maintain that relationship, so what happened all of a sudden?<\/p>\n<p>*whip*<\/p>\n<p>Hughes: Sorry, I saw you two!<\/p>\n<p>Hughes: Don&#8217;t be embarrassed.<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s nothing new.<br \/>\nAnd it&#8217;s not that out of the ordinary!!<\/p>\n<p>*clap*<\/p>\n<p>Roy: Is that how I look<br \/>\nto you?<br \/>\nShe said the same thing&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Hughes: You must have some thoughts about it&#8230;<br \/>\nRoy.<\/p>\n<p>5.<\/p>\n<p>Roy: She smiled at the end.<\/p>\n<p>Roy: I&#8217;d never seen her look like that before.<\/p>\n<p>Roy: And it<br \/>\nhurt a little.<\/p>\n<p>Hughes: &#8230;The same goes for you, Roy.<\/p>\n<p>Hughes: She&#8217;s always been watching you.<\/p>\n<p>Hughes: What&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Kimblee: Major Mustang.<\/p>\n<p>6.<\/p>\n<p>Kimblee: We&#8217;ve been summoned.<br \/>\nHadn&#8217;t you ought to hurry?<\/p>\n<p>Roy: Lt. Colonel Kimblee.<\/p>\n<p>Roy: Of course.<br \/>\nSorry.<\/p>\n<p>Kimblee: After all, this will be our first opportunity to use the Philosopher&#8217;s Stone.<\/p>\n<p>Kimblee: I&#8217;ve really been looking forward to it.<br \/>\nI wouldn&#8217;t want anyone to get cold feet now.<\/p>\n<p>Kimblee: You agree, don&#8217;t you?<\/p>\n<p>7.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Why are you still here?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Don&#8217;t you have any reservations anymore?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Do you think participating in this massacre is the right thing to do?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Riza: I&#8230;<br \/>\nam not here because I think it&#8217;s the right thing to do.<\/p>\n<p>Riza: Who knows what is right,<br \/>\nall things considered?<\/p>\n<p>Riza: I know I don&#8217;t.<\/p>\n<p>8.<\/p>\n<p>Riza: There&#8217;s just<br \/>\none thing I can believe here.<\/p>\n<p>Riza: Should I be ashamed of taking human life?<\/p>\n<p>Riza: Or<br \/>\nshould I be ashamed of being human?<\/p>\n<p>Riza: But<\/p>\n<p>Riza: that&#8217;s why I can pull the trigger.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Even if it&#8217;s not right&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I can bear the pain of doing it.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Those were the eyes of someone with a strong will.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;What about you, Major&#8230;&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>9.<\/p>\n<p>Riza: Doesn&#8217;t it hurt?<\/p>\n<p>Roy: I&#8217;m all right.<\/p>\n<p>You were so serious<\/p>\n<p>and I laughed.<\/p>\n<p>I probably looked the same.<\/p>\n<p>10.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;She&#8217;s always been watching you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Roy: I know that.<\/p>\n<p>There was nothing I could do but laugh.<\/p>\n<p>What lie could I have told to keep from hurting you?<\/p>\n<p>11.<\/p>\n<p>*bang*<\/p>\n<p>*click*<\/p>\n<p>12.<\/p>\n<p>This truth inside me will hurt somebody.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve been lying all this time.<\/p>\n<p>But I couldn&#8217;t<\/p>\n<p>lie<\/p>\n<p>in the end.<\/p>\n<p>Even though it would only hurt you.<\/p>\n<p>Roy: Lieutenant Hawkeye&#8230;!!!<\/p>\n<p>13.<\/p>\n<p>Riza: &#8230;Ma&#8230;jor.<\/p>\n<p>Roy: You&#8217;re awake! I was worried it was worse&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Roy: Lieutenant?<\/p>\n<p>Something&#8217;s wrong.<\/p>\n<p>14.<\/p>\n<p>Roy: She&#8217;s been shot!<\/p>\n<p>Roy: Lieutenant!<\/p>\n<p>15.<\/p>\n<p>Roy: Medic!<\/p>\n<p>Medic: A, anyway, let&#8217;s have a look at the wound.<\/p>\n<p>Roy: Damn it&#8230;! The blood&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>*glop*<\/p>\n<p>Roy: I keep wiping and wiping&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Medic: We need a doctor for this. I can&#8217;t&#8211;<\/p>\n<p>Roy: Then get me a doctor!!<\/p>\n<p>Medic: Th&#8230;<br \/>\nthe thing is,<br \/>\nwe&#8217;re surrounded right now<\/p>\n<p>Medic: and<br \/>\nthere&#8217;s no way to get word back to base&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Medic: The enemy just keeps coming<br \/>\nand we&#8217;ve got so many wounded.<\/p>\n<p>16.<\/p>\n<p>*blam!*<\/p>\n<p>Medic: Just keep putting pressure on it.<\/p>\n<p>Medic: We have to at least try and stop the bleeding before we can get her back to camp.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;The enemy just keeps coming.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Roy: Damn it&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>I haven&#8217;t killed anyone today.<\/p>\n<p>Damn it&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Damn it&#8230;!!!<\/p>\n<p>17.<\/p>\n<p>Soldier 1: Apparently District B&#8217;s been completely annihilated.<\/p>\n<p>Soldier 2: Already!?<\/p>\n<p>Soldier 2: Damn it&#8230; What about our troops!?<\/p>\n<p>Soldier 1: The only one in there was a state alchemist.<\/p>\n<p>Soldier 1: A human weapon.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;A whole town gone in an instant.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Soldier 2: He&#8217;s not even human anymore.<\/p>\n<p>*crackl*<\/p>\n<p>*blam!*<\/p>\n<p>18.<\/p>\n<p>*patter*<\/p>\n<p>*patter*<\/p>\n<p>19.<\/p>\n<p>*tremble*<\/p>\n<p>Roy: Just wait.<br \/>\nIt&#8217;ll be over soon.<\/p>\n<p>Riza: &#8230;jor.<\/p>\n<p>Roy: Don&#8217;t speak.<\/p>\n<p>Riza: Major.<\/p>\n<p>Roy: I&#8217;m all right.<\/p>\n<p>20.<\/p>\n<p>Riza: &#8230;Who is?<\/p>\n<p>*grab*<\/p>\n<p>Riza: You&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Riza: Ah&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Riza: You&#8217;re human, aren&#8217;t you?<\/p>\n<p>*stare*<\/p>\n<p>Riza: Just like how you recognized my feelings,<\/p>\n<p>Riza: we are<\/p>\n<p>Riza: creatures who cannot escape<br \/>\nour hearts.<\/p>\n<p>21.<\/p>\n<p>Riza: You are no different.<\/p>\n<p>The overflowing<\/p>\n<p>pain<\/p>\n<p>22.<\/p>\n<p>wants to give me the unvarnished truth.<\/p>\n<p>And if I still get hurt,<\/p>\n<p>I won&#8217;t look away.<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;Those eyes always held me captive.<\/p>\n<p>23.<\/p>\n<p>There is a life here<\/p>\n<p>just the same as all the lives I&#8217;ve taken.<\/p>\n<p>24.<\/p>\n<p>*<\/p>\n<p>25.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;That&#8217;s why I can pull the trigger.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>26.<\/p>\n<p>How much of a weight is that?<\/p>\n<p>27.<\/p>\n<p>Don&#8217;t run away.<\/p>\n<p>*cough*<\/p>\n<p>You will burn these flames and you will still be here.<\/p>\n<p>28.<\/p>\n<p>This pain is what it means to be human.<\/p>\n<p>29.<\/p>\n<p>*<\/p>\n<p>30.<\/p>\n<p>*<\/p>\n<p>31.<\/p>\n<p>*<\/p>\n<p>32.<\/p>\n<p>Roy: Long time,<br \/>\nno see.<\/p>\n<p>Riza: Ma&#8230;jor&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Roy: What, still woozy?<br \/>\nYou regained consciousness yesterday, didn&#8217;t you?<\/p>\n<p>Roy: Get a hold of yourself.<\/p>\n<p>Riza: No, that&#8217;s not it&#8230;<br \/>\nI just didn&#8217;t expect you today.<\/p>\n<p>Riza: Today was the funeral, wasn&#8217;t it?<\/p>\n<p>Roy: Yeah.<\/p>\n<p>33.<\/p>\n<p>Roy: It&#8217;s nearly spring, but it&#8217;s chilly today.<br \/>\nThat&#8217;s quite a cold breeze.<\/p>\n<p>Roy: It&#8217;s faint,<\/p>\n<p>Roy: but the sunlight is warm.<\/p>\n<p>34.<\/p>\n<p>Roy: It would have been too depressing<br \/>\nif it had rained during the funeral.<\/p>\n<p>Roy: I&#8217;m glad it&#8217;s sunny today.<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;She&#8217;s cold.<\/p>\n<p>*heh!*<\/p>\n<p>Roy: Your hands are cold.<br \/>\nToo bad.<\/p>\n<p>Roy: But you&#8217;re warm.<\/p>\n<p>35.<\/p>\n<p>Riza: Major?<\/p>\n<p>Roy: I never felt<\/p>\n<p>Roy: like I was alone there.<br \/>\nI felt oddly at ease.<\/p>\n<p>Roy: That&#8217;s why I was able to keep myself from turning back.<\/p>\n<p>36.<\/p>\n<p>Roy: You&#8217;ll<br \/>\nprobably always be there<\/p>\n<p>Roy: behind me.<\/p>\n<p>Roy: Even if I lose my humanity,<br \/>\nyou alone will never abandon me.<\/p>\n<p>Roy: I knew that.<\/p>\n<p>A\/N: He&#8217;s been promoted to colonel.<\/p>\n<p>37.<\/p>\n<p>Riza: &#8230;How&#8230;can you be so sure&#8230;?<\/p>\n<p>Roy: I had faith in you.<\/p>\n<p>Roy: That&#8217;s why I was always at ease somehow.<br \/>\nI knew I&#8217;d be all right.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Whether<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m there or not.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He is alone.<\/p>\n<p>So alone.<\/p>\n<p>38.<\/p>\n<p>You don&#8217;t look back.<\/p>\n<p>You never look back.<\/p>\n<p>If that<\/p>\n<p>is proof of your faith in me&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>39.<\/p>\n<p>Riza: You<\/p>\n<p>Riza: finally understand.<\/p>\n<p>40.<\/p>\n<p>Thanks for reading&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>My name is Satsuki Yui. It&#8217;s written \u00e7\u00a0\u201a\u00e6\u0153\u02c6\u00e7\u00b5\u0090 in kanji. Not that that matters.<\/p>\n<p>Thanks for picking this up. And sorry&#8230; *sweatdrop* There are plenty of pages, but it feels so slight. But this is the best I can do right now. *cries*<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s technically a sequel, but I worry that there are parts that are ??? even to those who read the first one. But at least this way it&#8217;s fair to people who may have picked this up accidentally without having read the first one. *cries*(I just&#8230;didn&#8217;t have any time this time&#8230;) Excuses. And their uniforms are white, right? But that&#8217;s all Mustang&#8217;s fault for having black hair. How long do you think it took to ink that? That&#8217;s why. &#8230;No, that&#8217;s a lie. It&#8217;s all my fault&#8230; (Sorry, Roy-san.) &lt;- Unusually bad.<\/p>\n<p>And when I&#8217;m under pressure like that, that&#8217;s when my ink case takes a dive off the table right onto the floor. (Splash!) And when I was saving the color pages, my computer froze and I lost all my data. ALL OF IT!<\/p>\n<p>So I finally managed to finish, but by then I&#8217;d long since passed the deadline. If I can actually manage to get it published by the date on the info page, you can believe in miracles. I believe in miracles, too. For the first time in three years, m, my omikuji fortune was &#8220;daikichi&#8221; [the best fortune you can get]! And the three years before that it was &#8220;suekichi&#8221; [still a good fortune, though one of the lowest good ones]. Sorry&#8230; *sweatdrop* (Th, the truth is&#8230;I, I wanted to have it ready for winter Comiket&#8230; *sweatdrop*)<\/p>\n<p>A, anyway. I know this is all inarticulate, but when I&#8217;m in this state, it feels like nothing I write will come together, so I&#8217;ll just leave it here. (And please don&#8217;t say it never comes together anyway.) Thanks for reading this far!<\/p>\n<p>Satsuki Yui<\/p>\n<p>41.<\/p>\n<p>The Necessities<\/p>\n<p>[right column]<br \/>\nFrench bread (I just like to gnaw on it)<br \/>\nRewards (to eat when I get something done): chocolate, chocolate, chocolate, chocolate, chocolate<br \/>\nUme konbu to suck on<br \/>\nOchazuke (I made rice for the first time in six months)<br \/>\nCup ramen made with milk (half milk, half water). Ooh! How rare! Tonkotsu flavor!!<br \/>\nA lot of black tea<br \/>\nHomemade fruit &amp; veggie juice (made with carrots, tomatoes, pimientos, grapefruit, lemon, tofu, apples, brine, protein, and honey)<\/p>\n<p>[left column]<br \/>\nNatto with mekabu<br \/>\nAloe yogurt<br \/>\nDried sweet potatoes<br \/>\nAlarm clock<br \/>\nCorn soup<br \/>\n23-yen croquettes (5 for 100 yen)<br \/>\nBlanket + lap blanket (I sit on the blanket and cover my lap with the smaller one and it&#8217;s very warm. Note: I don&#8217;t have a kotatsu)<br \/>\nFMA vol. 2, 4, 9-12; BULE perfect guidebook 2; DVD vol. 5 &amp; 11; anime ver. Complete Material Side (vol. 11 and 12 were just what I happened to be reading)<\/p>\n<p>Human Pain<br \/>\n2006\/01\/08<br \/>\nFullmetal Alchemist \/ Fan Book 07 \/ Roy Mustang*Riza Hawkeye<br \/>\nSatsuki Yui [Hakai Noise\/Sky Prism]<br \/>\nHP: http:\/\/page.freett.com\/satuki7na\/sp<br \/>\nE-mail: skyprism@serabi1.ecweb.jp<br \/>\nPrinted by Kanazawa Publishing<br \/>\nPlease do not resell on auction sites<\/p>\n<p>42.<\/p>\n<p>*<\/p>\n<p>43.<\/p>\n<p>Roy: Lieutenant Hawkeye.<\/p>\n<p>Roy: Sorry to keep you waiting. Let&#8217;s go.<\/p>\n<p>Riza: Right.<\/p>\n<p>44.<\/p>\n<p>*<\/p>\n<p>45.<\/p>\n<p>*<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I have done a ton of script translations over the years (mainly for doujinshi), but this is the first one I&#8217;ve had permission from the person I translated it for to repost on my site (most people want to use them for their own scanlations and don&#8217;t want the translations posted elsewhere, which is fine [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[26,3],"tags":[12,27],"class_list":["post-347","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-translations","category-updates","tag-doujinshi","tag-fullmetal-alchemist"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/manga.megchan.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/347","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/manga.megchan.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/manga.megchan.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/manga.megchan.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/manga.megchan.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=347"}],"version-history":[{"count":7,"href":"https:\/\/manga.megchan.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/347\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3122,"href":"https:\/\/manga.megchan.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/347\/revisions\/3122"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/manga.megchan.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=347"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/manga.megchan.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=347"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/manga.megchan.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=347"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}